Monday, February 11, 2013
Be Still and Know that I am God-Psalm 46:10
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Suffering: A world with, a world without
This blog is titled “Looking Around the Marble” in reference to this analogy
that follows. Imagine yourself looking at a photo of something red, you have no
idea of its size, shape, volume, mass or weight; all you know is that whatever
it is, it’s red. Red is all you will ever see from this perspective. From this
photo you hold, the object you see appears flat and red with no dimension. But
what if I told you what you were looking at was a marble? What would your
response be… at first you might say “not possible, it doesn’t appear round.”
What if I then told you that not only is this red object a marble, but that
it’s surrounded by a ribbon of green? Based
upon what you see, the evidence I have given you is not valid; from what you
see, there is no sphere and there is no substance, there is only red. What if,
after I told you about the ribbon of green I were to inform you this marble is
larger than a basketball… What would you say then? Would you call me a fool? Would you claim I overstate
what the evidence shows? There is no marble larger than a Basketball so how
could this be possible? I am sure by now
you are wondering what my point is, where am I going with this analogy? Continue
reading and just maybe you will start to grasp my point. Let’s begin
Suffering: A world
with, a world without
The suffering issue: A
world with
No matter how you look at it our world is not without suffering. Take a recent tragedy, the Newtown massacre that took place at Sandy Hook Elementary school. When I and many others first heard the news, our hearts immediately could not comprehend the tragic news. The thought of innocent children being murdered by some ruthless or evil or mentally ill human being was too much to bear. Our first question, whether victim, witness, or viewer is: why? How? Why children? Then we ask ourselves, where is God? Where were you to prevent this from happening? Why do we suffer, why do we feel pain? When something so epic like Newtown’s massacre occurs we look to the ultimate. We look to the one who is in control, we look from the only perspective we have; the red perspective.
Now just to clarify, my
purpose within the next few sentences is not to take away from the tragedy of
Newtown, but in fact, my purpose is to shed some light on what else has
happened in recent years. According to FBI records, there were 156 mass
killings (4+ People) between the years 2006 and 2010. There were 774 people,
including 161 children listed as victims. In fact these records show that mass
killings only make up about 1% of all the murders in the USA each year, which
is approximately 15,000.
(http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2012/12/18/mass-killings-common/1778303/)
Wow! Take a moment and think about that staggering number. My intent in this letter is not to report violent crimes or statistics, however, my purpose is to reveal to you that the world suffers every day whether we see it, ignore it, or are absolutely blind to it. And the world suffers each day not just by murder, rape, or theft, but it suffers from lies, deceit, greed, hypocrisy, racism, pride, sexual immorality and many others. In fact, when one thinks about such acts it can become quite heavy on the soul; it can often leave a man feeling burdened, even helpless. This is why God laid upon my heart to write this blog and start with this subject. It is the subject that all of our hearts are consumed with, believers and non-believers alike. My intent is to help you understand how suffering exists and why it will always exist in THIS world.
The Suffering issue: To
create or not to create
God is described as Holy which means consisting of Divine Goodness who is also perfect. Perfection as in One without flaws. And because of the way he is described, our initial thoughts regarding the world (and the pain in it) is often something like this:
“If God were so good, he
would make the world and his creation perfectly happy, and if he was indeed the
Almighty, he would take away all of our pain and let us live and be happy.”
Because of thoughts like this, we look at the world and we see pain, suffering, unhappiness, wickedness etc. and thus, we blame God. We then claim he either lacks Divine Goodness, or worse, he simply does not care nor take part in the matters of those on Earth. I will assure you that the both are entirely incorrect and I could spend a significant amount of time convincing you that God is in fact Divinely Good; however, since this is an indirect topic that would take probably an entirely new posting all together, allow us to continue by just believing that God is in fact Divinely Good.
Because God is Divinely Good, and He is the Creator and Almighty of everything in existence, this also means that suffering is a result of what he has created. Referring back back to the quote above, we as humans assume that a perfect world should exist if it were indeed created by a Perfect God; this is however, not the case at all. It makes sense in our minds, it makes sense from our “red perspective”. The present issue that we all have is this:
If God is so powerful… why does he not rid all the world of evil? Why does the world suffer pain? How come he does not create this perfect world we describe and simplify things?
I say this in response, ridding the world of evil is not a matter of ability or lack of means to do so; it is in fact, suffering and pain exist because God’s Love exists. Perhaps this analogy will help you understand. When you were a child, you may have heard the philosophical question “If God is so powerful, can he create a mountain so large even he could not lift it?” I want you to think for a few moments and come up with your answer. Once you have done this, please continue reading.
This question by design
is supposed to trick the mind, it is often thought of as a trap question. A
question that cannot be answered, for if God can create the mountain but cannot
lift it, how is he so powerful? And if he cannot create such a mountain, then
how is he so powerful? My answer to this question is not only “Yes he can” but
he has indeed already done such a thing. Not in the literal way of actually
creating a mountain, but he has created something that leaves him incapable of
altering it, because if it were altered or changed it would no longer be what
it was designed to be. What I’m referring to is Free Will. How does a perfect
loving being or force, create a perfect world…By allowing his creation the
choice to Love. If God were to intervene on every occasion or even one, free
will would no longer exist. If one tries to exclude the possibility of choosing
good or bad, a so-called perfect world if you will, then the very existence of
Free Will is absent; thus, life as you know it does not exist. Ponder this next
statement, read it twice if you have to:
If a person were to admit
a world without suffering, then this world would not have been created by
Divine Goodness.
It still may not make sense to you that divine Goodness allows for evil to exist, and because of that you might still ask, why doesn’t He create a world without it? I will answer this question in two parts, one part now and one part in the end. Here is my first response, Perfect Wisdom does not debate on what is right, perfect Love does not think twice. Our world exists because perfection birthed it; therefore, it is what it is. Good exists only in comparison to what is not good; it is distinguished by its nature to what is opposite in nature (i.e. evil, pain, suffering). What this means is that God must allow for us to choose what is right, and not what society deems as morally acceptable. We must choose what God himself determines as right; thus, he cannot give us a choice and withhold it by forcing us to believe. The absence and existence of Free Will simultaneously is impossible. It is simply a concept that cannot exist. If one makes a claim that God is not all-powerful by using the word “cannot” in relation to something that is intrinsically impossible like giving and withholding Free Will, then my friends, it is simply a matter of words. C.S. Lewis said it best:
“It is no more possible
for God than for the weakest of his creatures to carry out both of two mutually
exclusive alternatives; not because His power meets an obstacle, but because
nonsense remains nonsense even when we talk it about God.”
The Suffering Issue:
Evil must be destroyed…?
At this point, we have
identified that suffering exists and it exists because Love demands choice and
choice means the option not to love. Thus, the existence of pain and suffering
is a direct result of it being allowed to exist and it continues to exist because
mankind chose to engage in what is not of God; this of course being the fall of
man. As every Christian and probably many non-Christians have heard, at the
beginning when the first humans were created, they chose to disobey God’s
command(s) and chose to sin. I will not go into great detail about this
specific story1 for again, it is not our focus topic, but in
case you are unfamiliar please look to the references at the end. To continue
reading, all you need to understand is that Man[kind] chose sin and fell from
God’s grace. We’ve already discussed the possibility of God’s divine
intervention on such an occurrence; however, as we determined, any such divine
intervention would remove free will. This brings to attention the reality that
this world we live in, no matter how bad we want to rid it of evil, it cannot
be done so…or at least, not in the way we think. Allow me to explain further,
if I asked you, would you want God to rid the world of murder would you say yes...
What about rape? What about theft? Probably very simple yes on each question am
I right? But what about more controversial topics. What about abortion?
“Well no…in some cases, but most cases yes” or what about homosexuality?
Some would answer most definitely! Some might answer Hell No! and then there
are those who might say “50 years ago Yes, but now I guess it’s ok.”
I’ll even go further to ask this of you, what about lying? What about adultery
or pride? Perhaps none of these have concerned you to this point (although I
highly doubt it) but nonetheless, my last question is this…what about ridding
the world of every evil thought? Would God have to destroy not only murderers
and rapists but liars and those whose thoughts are evil? God would have to
destroy all of us if we had our wish of a perfect world without sin because there
will always be those who say yes to all of the previous questions. My point is
that we cannot pick and choose which evils we want to exist, for if one exists,
they all exist.
So now we see that pain
and suffering arises from our own Free Will. If God were to eliminate free
will, our lives would not exist, and if He were to rid the world of all evil
(at least in the way we desire), again, our lives would not exist. But despite
the heavy burden that all the pain and suffering is on us, we are not only the
ones responsible, for God his self brings about suffering as well; this is perhaps
is the most difficult to comprehend when examining this subject.
The Suffering Issue:
God’s Megaphone
“God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience,
but SHOUTS in our pain: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world.” –C.S. Lewis
It is well known to us
that to surrender self-will, whether to God or anything else is difficult, but
especially when we are called to surrender to God. This difficulty is
predicated on the fact that ‘our lives’ are content and our sin is buried deep.
We only begin to perceive sin when it arises as pain, for when pain occurs it
is then that we realize something is wrong. We then might now see that whatever
we have, good or bad, is not enough. We then set our eyes upon God when pain
arises or when things do not go well. It is during these times that God must do
away with our false happiness; he must do away with what blinds us or holds us
back from knowing Him. It is true, that some of the pain we see in this world
is simply God’s way of trying to get our attention. So not only do we, mankind,
bring about pain and suffering, but it is also true that in some cases God must
allow it to be from Him. When God calls us or allows us to go through
suffering, knowing in the end we will turn to him, we tend to ask the
question…why did he make us go through it at all? It is true that God knows we
will or won’t turn to him; however, we ourselves do not know, therefore it must
still happen; the choice must still occur. We see many stories like this in the
Bible, as in the story of Abraham2 and his son Isaac; if you
are unfamiliar please see references at the end. Another story in the Bible
that can explain this further is one that is very familiar but often
misunderstood or in many cases a major point is left out. If you have your
Bible in front of you, I ask that you go and read John 11:1-43. This is the
story of Jesus raising Lazarus from the dead. If you do not have your bible in
front of you or you do not own one, I urge you to find this story online and
read it.
Now that you have read
the story, your immediate thought is “wow, Jesus raised a man from the dead” or
perhaps if you’re a cynic, your thought was…”yeah so what, He’s Jesus, of
course he can raise a man from the dead”. The most often missed point of this
story is not that Jesus raised a man from the dead, but that the sisters of
Lazarus asked Jesus to heal him. Think about that for a second, they believed
that Jesus could heal Lazarus, perhaps from where he stood when he heard the
news. These people were not without faith like most churches will teach you, however,
Jesus saw their faith and understood it, but He also saw an opportunity to
bolster their faith. And of course, it came in the form of pain. In Jesus'
delay, Lazarus died and upon His arrival to his house, the sisters were upset
and hurt that Jesus delayed and allowed him to die. They did not necessarily
blame Jesus for his death, but they simply believed that if he had been there,
Jesus would have saved him. It was through this they felt great pain, they felt
as if God, their Lord, had abandoned them. And to me the best part of this
story is verse 35 (well-known as the shortest verse in the bible); “Jesus
wept.” He did not brag nor boast about his power, but instead, he chose to
endure the sisters’ pain alongside them. Yes he knew he could and would raise
Lazarus, but he did not condemn the pain of the sisters, he was not offended,
he did not try and defend himself… no in fact, he wept beside them. This is the
part of the story we most often miss in our own lives. When we endure any form
of suffering that was not a direct result of our choices, as in the death of a
loved one, or getting ill of some very harsh disease, it is during these times
we tend to feel the most hurt and the most pain. It is during these times we
think and feel that God, our Lord, as abandoned us. We say to God, “I have had
faith all my life, why do you bring this upon me.” We often have faith God can
do one thing, but when it's not done and things don’t happen the way we want,
we immediately begin to doubt God and even wonder if he cares. Rest assured, it
is our faith that is being tested, it is our faith that is being watered to
grow. I am not writing to try and explain why someone you know got cancer or
died in a car wreck, for I have suffered the same in my life, but rather, my
purpose is simply to help you understand why pain and suffering exist.
Sometimes to understand doesn't eliminate it, but it can help numb it and help
you grow from it.
The Suffering Issue-A
world without
Earlier in this post, I
posed a question that I said I would answer in two parts. The question was “why
doesn’t He create a world without suffering?” My first answer was that
Perfect wisdom does not debate on what is right, thus, this world was birthed
from it. My second response is this, there is such a world that exists…Heaven.
Eternity has been set in all the hearts of men and women. Our souls long for
the existence of Peace, Joy, rest, and the absence of all suffering and Pain.
Our place in heaven is specifically carved for our soul, for each soul has been
uniquely created from one another. It is in this place that every fleeting good
moment we had on earth, the ones that came but swiftly left, you know the ones
I speak of, will never forsake us. It is in this place there will never be
another fleeting joyous moment, for that Joy you tasted on earth will last
forever in this place. In fact, I would go as far as to say that we have never
actually experienced true Peace or true Joy, but only the desire of such a
thing. We seek it, we taste it, we may experience a small bit of it, but we
have never been consumed by it like we will when our souls are united with the Almighty
in Heaven.
The Absolute Truth
People say there are no
absolute truths, that all truth is relative…when one truth exists, it will only
be wiped out by another in the either short or distant future. But my friends,
I say there is an absolute truth…this truth being that God exists and He loves
you. People will say “well you can’t prove that” and I say No I can’t, not to
the fullest extent at least, but it doesn’t make it any less true. You might
ask how and my response is this: If God does not exist, if he did not create
our souls and place them within a physical realm, then when we die and there is
nothing… how will we ever know? But if, and I believe without a doubt he does,
but if in the case everything I say is true and God does exist, that he did
come to this earth and die to forgive our sins. Then, one day everyone shall know
the absolute truth, those who are in heaven and those who are in hell. Every
Knee will bow, every tongue will confess. . I realize such a question/statement appears
to be the Christian cop-out response, but I beg you still, just meditate on it
and ask yourself, “Would I not want to fall into the arms of my loving creator
once I leave this earth?” If you say no, or if you brush away this question
then I leave you with these last thoughts:
A man with no admittance
of his sin can't enter into eternity with God, for God cannot condone evil, He
must forgive it…because to forgive is to Love, and God himself is love; thus,
anything else would not be from Him or of Him. Salvation is not an act of self-affirmation,
but one of self-denial. Self-denial in the sense of denying our sinful nature
and submitting to the Will of God..
If you are reading this,
then of course you can only speak from the perspective of one who is living,
and only from the perspective from the life that you have lived. You and I both
cannot see the greater picture from where we stand, so how in any sense, can we
try and explain the existence of this world?
Every time I add a
sentence or paragraph or page to this article, I see that there is so much to
discuss; however, I cannot explain all what is misunderstood. I challenge you
to read, to listen, to experience, to discuss, and to live the things I have
written about. Below I have a list of references to get you started. In next
month’s posting, I will be writing about Peace; thought it appropriate to
follow suffering. Feel free to share this with anyone you think might benefit
and feel free to give me your thoughts.
References
1. Genesis Chapter 3-The Fall of man
a. Recommend reading Chapters 1 and 2 before
2. Genesis Chapter 22-Abraham’s Test
Suggested
Readings
3. II Kings 4:8-37 The Prophet Elisha restores a
life
4. John 11: 1-43-The raising of Lazarus
5. The Problem of Pain by C.S. Lewis
6. The Case for Faith by Lee Strobel
7. Epic by John Eldredge
Audio
and Visual References
For those of you who do
not like to read, I give you a list of songs and a link to my photography page.
Look at the photos I have taken and do not look at them as my art but God’s
art. And as for the songs, allow God to speak to you through them, below I have
songs with the artists name for easier finding.
derekmoore.wix.com/amosfour13
1. Forever by Fireflight
Truth by Lecrae
2. Divine Intervention by Lecrae
3. Give me your eyes-Brandon Heath
4. Praise you in the storm-Casting Crowns
5. Superman-Ra
6. Tell Me-Ra
7. Lose it all-Pillar